quote from yesterday's sermon @TCMC..

God loves you just the way you are, but He refuses to leave you that way. He wants you to be just like Jesus. -"Just Like Jesus" by Max Lucado

my weekend..

dinner @karen's on good fri :)


it wasn't my fault... ! there was too much cream on the top - . -


me and my PIC


@Taurus' baptism!:) AYP crew: eliot,wendy,taurus,joey,me,vicki,christina (minus jooly & mike)


the AYP girls tradition:) me,wendy,vicki,joey,christina


again..

Our Greatest Fear by: Nelson Mandela

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.


it's time.

way to end off a great day. hat's off to you...! can't take this anymore; so SICK and TIRED of this..!its friggin ridiculous.who wants to move out w/me??

you kno what my dream job would be? (not to say that music therapy'll be horrible or nething but this is jus like a 'fantasy', if you will. haha) ..... a fashion stylist/consultant. hehehehhehe. cuz i loveeeeeeee helping ppl pick out clothes and stuff..and making them try stuff they wouldn't normally try on which turns out surprisingly well..haha its like playing dress up.. so much fun!!hehe so y'know..netime you need any advice/tips or whatever... i'm here for ya!:D

good times last nite @cafe hollywood w/Gordon,Dave,and Karen :)


it's been a while since we've actually talked as a grp n stuff..i wish summer was here.

so much wisdom

colluni was pretty good tonite..definitely worth the drive back.one of the key points i rmb was.."if you're not a Cinderella, don't expect a Prince Charming."

lots to think about.. i mean,some stuff i knew from before,but just needed to be reminded..like how its all about God..not me,you,or anything else.. and tmr's interview..i feel more at peace right now,but still feel the need to 'prepare'.. :P

sorry PIC-can't stay here this weekend :( but u kno how to reach me..*hugs*

gonna be a busy weekend.

song doesn't really apply to me haha but i really like it.

man. this is seriously a year of patience-testing from God. like non-stop,simultaneously. (year=school year)

last term was basically the housemate..and waiting on His answers..this term has been multiple things..the other housemate,collabarations,friends,finding a place for next yr....and of course,waiting for the admission/rejection to music therapy... i find i'm really starting to lose it. my 'calmness'/sanity. getting irritated/frustrated easier more often,losing my temper quicker...etc. reallllly not great. i uno things jus seem to be accumulating more and more..really honestly near the end of the rope here. ie. gonna explode soon or something if i don't spill it all out. feeling str e - t c h - ed like there's no tomorrow. i need to scream,yell,get it out of my system. haha. OOK about time to sleep!10am class tmr and it's gona be a long one tmr..

in case u havent been to my imagestation yet...this is basically a summary of my reading week..LCCF retreat,mom's bday,my bday,gordon's bday..haha..

@retreat:gooooo team sarah umm blagck!..we're waiting for our punishments....... :S this---->endless teasing.


cell grp 'family portrait'


heheh :)


S-C-A-C


after our tradition:P


trying to make a pyramid!good times..


me + bestest nite b4 my bday:)


dundas sq


LCCF Skating @Mel Lastman


20


"20!"


gordon's bday the next day!cheesecake made by urs truly;)


bday boy + girl.. hahahaha that's a cookie in his hands.. :P


pimpin' w/his new hat

wow.went to fmp at 3 different times in the span of 5 hrs today. haven't been there in ages, but it was like overload today. it's funny.. back in high school i used to eat @the food court there w/my friends all the time.. and being there again today after so long.. it reminded me of those times.. and the friends i used to hang out with--the ppl i dun really keep in touch with nemore.. actually the first person that came to mind was jolly. i miss him.. and his orange pants..his colourful shirts..and his slappable face. HAHA. but of course..gotta say that.. most memorable yr was gr. 12 w/my AYP--best group ever.it was an awesome year.blessed.but many hard lessons learned and tears shed together..oh the memories.
i dunno why i've been looking back so much recently..

it's been a while..

i really enjoyed colluni last nite.. bible study on colossians 1. but very different approach compared to when lccf did it in sept..haha it was the first bible study of the year.. but yah. it was good just to participate, rather than lead for once, cuz it's been a while.. it was quite different from how we do it @ccf..more.. 'topical' hahaha..more to get discussion goin n stuff.. it was really interesting tho..not having to lead for once.. i really liked it. HAHAHA. nono..it's just been a while since i've actually participated in one.. :P

soo what i've been hearing is..to wait..and God'll provide @the right time...
i really just miss being able to talk to him more than once during the whole week or something.... :T

LCCF! :D