Isaiah 55:1-3

"Come, all you who are thirsty,
come to the waters;
and you who have no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without cost.

Why spend money on what is not bread,
and your labor on what does not satisfy?
Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.

Give ear and come to me;
hear me, that your soul may live."

all i need to do is stick to my guns.

i've known in my head what was right for a long time; i just didn't want to do it. but i think i've come to a point now where that struggle is gone, and i can say that this is what i want, and how i want it to be.

the original reasons behind my going to BC still stand; it's where He wants me, and that is all i know.

tired..

of trying, of wasting my time by putting my effort into something that is not meant to be.

i feel like i'm trying to drag a cow up a mountain, and it's just not working. i thought there was something, but perhaps it could only exist within those circumstances.