5.25.2005

once again, God has shattered all expectations..and given me so much more than i could ever imagine.. need some time to reflect and take this all in.. but this year's CC was like a CC within itself. so different from last yr's but both were equally amazing in their own way.

God has taught me and shown me many, many things this weekend.. i just hope that i can remember them all ..

but meanwhile, i experienced my very first allnighter evER w/part of my small grp on the last night.. haha.. (btw ALEX,i dun care what u say,i woke up at 8:20 the day b4 - . - ) i slept for a total of 10 hrs in 4 days..so i caught up on sleep last night and slept from 8pm-9:30 this morning. hahah.. tho i assure you, it was absolutely worth it. after a few of us prayed for the small group on sunday nite, some of the others started to join us and we just talked until 4 something..i was planning on going to bed around that time, but then we noticed that it was getting brighter outside so we decided to go outside to catch the sunrise. it was really cloudy so we couldn't really see it..but that was definitely one of the highlights of the weekend.. one of the truest moments of fellowship.. enjoying and reflecting upon God's creation together.

I am just still in awe of how God has brought so many different individuals together, and even more so, at their desire to stay in touch even after CC.. i'm just awestruck and so thankful...

to be continued..

5.15.2005

loss of words..

I have been brought to a place..
Where all I can do is seek your face
The brokenness I will bring


letting go/jeremy camp

5.09.2005

how strange that i'm writing on this again... for the past while i've jus been writing on xanga cuz i wanted my thoughts to be a lil more 'private'.. but neway.
past two days have just been overwhelming to say the least...found out some stuff i didn't exactly want to know.....and i just really don't know how to feel.. bout everything (except what i told kaju tonite)...just at a loss for words.. and it doesn't even involve me haha. i don't know the answer when u ask 'what should i do?'...i don't know who you are anymore.or maybe i just never knew you at all..

Older chests reveal themselves
Like a crack in a wall
Starting small, and grow in time
And we always seem to need the help
Of someone else
To mend that shelf
Too many books
Read me your favourite line...

Some things in life may change
And some things
They stay the same

Like time, there's always time
On my mind
So pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time

Older Chests/Damien Rice