song doesn't really apply to me haha but i really like it.

man. this is seriously a year of patience-testing from God. like non-stop,simultaneously. (year=school year)

last term was basically the housemate..and waiting on His answers..this term has been multiple things..the other housemate,collabarations,friends,finding a place for next yr....and of course,waiting for the admission/rejection to music therapy... i find i'm really starting to lose it. my 'calmness'/sanity. getting irritated/frustrated easier more often,losing my temper quicker...etc. reallllly not great. i uno things jus seem to be accumulating more and more..really honestly near the end of the rope here. ie. gonna explode soon or something if i don't spill it all out. feeling str e - t c h - ed like there's no tomorrow. i need to scream,yell,get it out of my system. haha. OOK about time to sleep!10am class tmr and it's gona be a long one tmr..