it's funny.

despite stuff i'm anxious about..and being bak in loo again and goin bak to school tmr..i feel at peace. just... satisfied,content about where i am right now.

haha nothing like talkin on the phone for 2 hrs bout relationships(or lack of,rather..)and the whole shebang while eating some chewy nibs.. ahahah:P thanks for the 'advice' i think.... ;p

sometimes i jus wonder..who'll it be..or if there's even a who. haha..other times i wonder.. what might've happened if some things were changed in the past..but God works in funny ways..He doesn't always give you what you want the most..but what He does end up giving to you is far better than anything you could've ever imagined/expected...

this past week has been a whirlwind of events and emotions..
lccf retreat,getting into MT,mom's bday,justin gettin the job in Cali,my bday,gordon's bday.. pheww.it's been crazy to say the least..(check out some of the pix on my imagestation:daydreamsun3..)

last nite's OC episode was sooo good.. the BEST ENDING EVER..!

Champagne Supernova/cover by Matt Pond PA

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams, she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova
'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why

thanks :)

i am so touched by everyone's encouragement..all those warm fuzzies from & after retreat... u guys are so sweet. *muah*!! lol..but honestly i really appreciated all the words of kindness n encouragement becuz inadequacy was/still is a huge thing for me..so thanks a lot!!this jus goes to show how He does amazing things thru ordinary ppl like me. haha.. so here's to Him who does immeasurably more than we could ever expect/hope for..and cheers to LCCF -- i'm soo encouraged to see how much u guys have all grown in ur faith since i first met u guys!..and the raw love and passion u guys have for God n others is amazing to see..keep it real*

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline.
So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord..but join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life–not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace.
-2 Timothy 1:7-9

OOOOHHHHHH wow.

this has GOT to be like the best bday present ever.no make that the BEST week EVER.and its only just begun.
still hasn't really completely sunk in yet.... but praise God..no words can express the gratitude due to Him..
still in shock.
complete and utter :O

what a weekend..!

it was... definitely a weekend of awesome fellowship..
need time to absorbbb .. so more later. :P and cuz im too tired to think.

i'm a wreck. i need my PIC >.<

Audience of One/Big Daddy Weave

I come on my knees
To lay down before you
Bringing all that I am
Longing only to know you
Seeking your face
And not only your hand
I find you embracing me
Just as I am

And I lift these songs
To you and you alone
As I sing to you
In my praises make your home

To my audience of one
You are Father, and you are Son
As your spirit flows free,
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise you.
And now just to know you more
Has become my great reward
To see your kingdom come
And your will be done
I only desire to be yours,
Lord

So what could I bring
To honor your majesty
What song could I sing
That would move the heart of royalty
And all that I have
Is the life that you’ve given me
So Lord let me live for you
My song with humility

And Lord as the love song
Of my life is played
I have one desire
To bring glory to your name

i need a cheerer upper :(

can't take this nemoree..!!!!!!!

just getting tired of this..
tired of it all..
the other one i'm living with..who woulda thought.

i need rest..




My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.
He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress,I will never be shaken.
-Psalm 62:1,2

so my weekend went something like this..
friday..went on a lil spontaneous road trip to Mac to visit my sai lo w/jeff..it was solid. solid night of chilling..one of those times when you don't have to do much to have a great night.
yah,we're cool :P


so we got there,had dinner @kelsey's (my first time EVER.haha) n then we toured the campus for a bit n chilled bak @his res..also had my very first sip of beer (keith's) ever lol n it tasted better than i thought..:P so we jus caught up ..swapped roommate stories.. harharhar.. n then i got a craving for pineapples..



so we went to the nearest sobey's (hamilton doesnt even have one!?!) around 2:30...and took all these random pictures there.....
yay!finally.

took so many tries to get this right hahah

my beloved oreos...minus the new golden oreos!;p

"i was there" hehehe :P

so ended up sleeping @4 and then left around 10:30 to get bak to loo in time for retreat bible study @12..

i was pretty worn out but sO energized when i saw lau ma n kary (and nevin too i guess:P)...that was ... quiTE the bible study..so ended around 2:30 n then i had to rush bak to TO to get ready for winterlicious..got back @4,didn't even haf time to grab a bite to eat..rushed around tryin to find my HEELS(which i found out LATER on sunday that karen had em all along n i forgot -.- )..showered,etc..got to gordon's after 5:30..ahaha..
me + bonnie b4 winterlicious..

me after finding out there was no memory card in my camera :( no thanks to my sister!

dave n gordon drove us dt...it was a niceee place..smaller than i expected,but reallly nice..it was so classy i felt outta place lol...food was good but nothin spectacular..just good times with my year..
the group in front of tundra..gabe,martin,clem,dave,me,bonnie,gordon,monty,ken

dave,gordon,gabe......

martin's the only one that's awake here..


and YAY i wasn't the only girl there for once..!:D we finished early so went bak to gordon's for a bit..i didn't stay..cuz stupid phone call ruined it -.-

gabe is very open to things......


that night driving home was soooooo scary..esp when i was on the highway past major mack.. omg. couldn't see nething beyond my lights..i dun even kno if my fog lights made a difference!!it was crazy.but i was reminded of an analogy dan mentioned a while back..that that's what its kinda like to trust Him/have faith...becuz we can't really see anything beyond a few steps in front of us..but we just haftu trust in Him..and keep on heading in the right direction..

sunday had lunch with my PIC...thanks hun..u always cheer me up :) and that was the end of my great/bittersweet weekend..

i really need to study.

when nobody understands..
and you jus wana sleep forever..cuz you dun wana face another day..
don't wana stay,but don't wana leave either.



-->more on mac later...