drove all the way to boonyland this morning to do my stupid police records check thing.. its in friggin newmarket.. where u can't even get 93.5 on the radio!so neway i was thinking.. soon, i'm gona b seeing beaches and palm trees instead of blue skies and endless fields.. gonna miss driving. haha!

in 12 hrs i'll b on a plane to vancouver...

take care everyone.. i'll miss u!;p

not packed, and not quite ready to go yet.
in 2 days i'll b on a plane

gone for 2 weeks..and when i come bak i'll feel like i missed out on a lot wit my friends.. and something 'big' will happen to karen like it always does when i'm gone haha ..

kinda glad i'm gettin outta here, but kinda wana stay at the same time.. wish i could bring y'all with me... that'd b sO awesome..

i dun feel like packing...so tired.. i uno why. i dun wana think bout it. haha so mah fann....

i jus wana go shopping in vancouver n hawaii.. and snorkelling.. and go on one of those glass-bottom boats.... and of couRSE all the eats!!:D

gRR. i cant post up pix from karen's surprise bday party from tues... hopefully do that when im back.....

newaz too tired .. from doin nothin all day. haftu get up early tmr to go to police station.... for a records check. *rolling my eyes* for a psych course. hai!

another cottage trip b4 school starts???

'Perhaps, after all, romance did not come into one's life with pomp and blare, like a gay knight riding down; Perhaps it crept to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways; Perhaps it revealed itself in seeming prose, until some sudden shaft of illumniation flug athwart its pages betrayed the rhythm and the music; Perhaps...perhaps...love unfolded naturally out of a beautiful friendship, as a golden-hearted rose slipping from its green sheath.'
Perhaps...perhaps...we should entrust our questions of 'How?' and 'Who?' and 'When?' into His tender care.

-from boy meets girl by joshua harris

i love that quote.

on my mind--in 3 days.. i'll b off to vancouver (3 days), n then hawaii(12 days) for a wedding..

everytime i think that, You always prove me wrong.

in anticipation*

the celica gt tsunami edition i rode in, and drOVE today--courtesy of clinton ;) heheheh

*drool...

o yeh baby.. i learned how to drive manual




i'm sucha loser i kno. hahha . i now haf a newfound admiration for those that drive manual cars.. mad skills!

what to do what to do..

God answered my prayers and blew me away. what can i say??
 
i worked 12-8 today..... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired my back is killing me...
 
tmr, its off to colluni retreat... karen's not goin.. duno if bonnie is... but its definitely gona b an experience w/o karen .. i've never been to a retreat w/o her.( ?!!!) crazy huh. but yah.. like usual... i don't exactly haf ne 'expectations' per se.. except that i'm hopin it'll be good bonding times.. cuz i don't really kno the others too well n stuff.... so jus hopefully .. it'll b a good chance to really get to kno ppl better. and of course.. bieng able to spend time with God in the midst of His creation..
 
b bak in 3!

wow, and its like i don't know u nemore.
can u please tell me, so i can try to understand??
i can't.
i really can't.
jus give me a sign or something-honestly!
tell me u need ur space n i'll b off.
i uno what the heck i did wrong


screw this.

There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.

-Nelson Mandela

chill day @the bluffs yesterday.. for jooly's bday :) bbqing (n roasting marshmellows--reminded me of cottage :P)... hanging out on the rocks by lake ontario.. n bbt @night..some stupid stuff dampened the mood a bit,but all good in the end... :)

birthday boy jooly :P

pat n i :)

shadows of spencer,pat,me,and shem

yumMmm..

cheers.. stupid hez ruinin the pic ;p...

me n mike. can u tell me what happened to him?? sooo not used to his gansta styles..!?!


gona b so tired by end of tonight...

erica's spiked my curiousity bout jamie cullum..
i like these are the days :p

These are the days that I’ve been missing
Give me the taste give me the joy of summer wine
These are the days that bring new meaning
I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine
Sometimes when the nights are closing early
I remember you and I start to smile
Even though now you don’t want to know me
I get on by, and I go the extra mile
These are the times of love and meaning
Ice of the heart has melted away and found the light
These are the days of endless dreaming
Troubles of life are floating away like a bird in flight
These are the days that I’ve been missing
Give me the taste give me the joy of summer wine
These are the days that bring new meaning
I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine

an ode to a kaju sister

girl with a heart of gold..
how i miss u so..
i dont know the words to say
or the things to do
to help u in this hour
the way u did for me countless times before.
ur love and care,
always given so freely to others around u
and sacrifices given
seen by the eyes of God only
what can i say?
a girl so devoted to the One above
with a heart full of understanding..
and unafraid to love deeply
to the point of absolute vulnerability
how does she do it?
it was God that made her this way..
fearfully and wonderfully made.
so she can give others a glimpse
of Jesus' unconditional love.
how did i manage to stumble upon this girl--
so fearlessly unique,and an inspiration to many?
i met her at church.

missin this.. when can we go back??

what i've been up to in the last few weeks...


having some fun... ;) [vicki's brother's wedding]


@moxie's for wendy's bday... her in the middle n pat on the right :)


@aldergrove park for july 1st..my best friend..

giving it up--everyday..
something i learned from my 40 days.. n in the book i was reading... is that my value is not determined by.. my personality,possessions,friends/bf.. but it is God alone that gives me my worth, and i am special solely becuz He loves me. and not becuz of nething external.

can't believe its been so long since my last blog..
summer is time to 'catch up' with friends... making up for the missed times of jus hanging out.. n of course with family too.. :) my sister makes me laugh.. and she continues to amaze me with her crEativity*
i am so blessed.. u kno i realized a while bak.. that i haven't ever really experienced any ... physical hardships..like in my life.. i've never really had to worry much bout if there's going to be food on the table n stuff... and i never really had to deal with nething like what some of my friends have gone thru.. a lot of the time its like everything's jus been handed to me on a silver platter kinda thing. mayb cuz God knos i wouldn't b able to handle it.. i have no idea--like i cannot even begin to fathom where i'd be, how life would be like if my mom wasn't here with me..
and music.. what can i say? it's such an inseparable part of my life.. and God has given me so much of it..
so thank You. and let me never take these things for granted.