2nd day here in loo.. and feeling like i should've moved here later..
deprived of the internet since friday..and wont haf it til thurs at least..... so right now im in a comp lab at school wit alex..

sigh. where to begin... ?i moved in on sunday.. finished setting up everything by 8pm.. i was too tired to clean up n unpack etc so i went home for the night haha and came bak the next morning at like 9..
yesterday...basically spent the day at my house w/housemates.... doing nothing.. watched parts of american beauty,big daddy,n ever after. can u say exciting??aw man. so sick. had dinner at like 9:30pm at some taiwanese place...
last night was jus weirded out.... jus felt blah.. and really missed home.
waterloo is like another world away from home. its a totally diff place and i'm not reminded of .. stuff bak home as much ... like everythin jus seems distant and not as .. defined in my mind as much.. i really miss home tho.

saturday was the last road trip of the summer... niagara falls. it was a good day of chilling wit dave gordon martin n enoch.. 3 arcades.every ride has guns.air con places.shade breaks.two choices:pants or bushes.kelso/lead singer of hoobstank.god of cookery. it was jus a chill day.. cuz we werent rushing to get back or nething... it was good. :)

sunday was the end of summer... it was a good end to an awesome summer.. couldn't have asked for more.. i was really...mixed up emotionally.. i dun rmb exactly what i was thinkin about when i was walking but.. something in me jus broke. even more so after karen gave me stitch w/a card... it was exactly waht i needed..
service was really good..havent experienced one like that in a while... i realized that i shouldnt be so 'unwilling' to go back to loo becuz of everything that'll b happening this yr..
and what am i supposed to feel...?i really dont know. part of me wants to,part of me doesnt(the realistically pessimistic side of me)..
..and maybe that was enough and no words were needed..

getting trampled on. what the heck.

isaiah 46:4