one of those nights.

so scary.
and whoa. way bak in april..when i was choosing a workshop to go to @CC.. i chose this discipleship one.. becuz its one of those things close to my heart, and seeing ppl grow closer to God--that makes me so happy. when i chose it however, i was thinking more along the lines of my 2 friends who had grown to kno God thru me.. but He definitely had something bigger planned for me when i took that workshop.

there is no doubt in my mind what i kno i will do... its jus that im really scared. i've never done nething of this sort -- eveR. and the amount of time that will b needed..
ok well i kno im jus saying these things tho i kno God will provide... its jus that im scared. there are a billion n one reasons why...
but by faith n trusting in Him i will overcome them. easy to say.. ;p

must rmb isaiah 41:13..

For I am the LORD,your God,
who takes hold of your right hand
and says to you,Do not fear;
I will help you.