ahahhaha fine... just for you dan so u can COMMENT....

jus finished watching Before Sunset.. it was an interesting movie...basically a convo between 2 ppl who meet again after 9 yrs...they talk about the what ifs...how things might be different now if they had met that december...

i dunno.. sometimes i wonder if things would be different if i had done/said something..but the moment's passed and it's too late to change that..

So now i'm wondering if i'm making the right decisions... if i put it down now...will i ever be able to pick it up again? or will it become something i'll regret later on? is it worth all the trouble? who can say for sure?? part of me's already out the door. tell me how can i trust you again?

maybe i'm just expecting too much from ppl..cuz it's what i'd do for them..

i know i should..and want.. to let go...if only i knew there was zero hope haha.but unfortunately thats not possible.. so i guess i'll always be wondering..

I wish I could say
All the things that I’d like to say
Say ’em loud say ’em clear
For the whole round world to hear
I wish I could share
All the love that’s in my heart
Remove every doubt
It keeps us apart
And I wish you could know
What it means to be me...

I wish I could live
Like I’m longin’ to live
I wish I could give
What I’m longin’ to give
And I wish I could do
All the things I’d like to do