so blessed*

i'm so blessed to have been able to grow so much jus within the past 2 months or so.. God has definitely been stretching me, my weaknesses made perfect in His strength. it's unbelievable. i mean,who would've thought i'd be serving as a co-cellgrp leader this yr?! i thought i was gonna do worship..but He obviously had bigger plans and totally exceeded all expectations..which actually happens quite a lot ... :P
He has jus really been pushing me to grow this yr..there's ccf stuff..house..anxieties bout gettin into music therapy..
but my sis put it best..
sometimes i think that i ask for too much. i ask God for what He can do for me..and i ask that He be there to comfort me..and its good..that we are able to turn to Him..
but i guess..sumtimes..the question should be: what can i do for God? yes, im tired and stressed..and i have a lot on my mind..but im sure a lot of ppl have their burdens too..so what can i do? how can i be there for them? am i willing to sacrifice my time, my energy..for others? Jesus gave much more than that..

Lord i want to love You and serve You..show me how to love Your people,and give me the words to say..