feeling ..extremely burdened.
why does it haftu b so hard to ...be kind to you...?!i don't even know what to do anymore. honestly. u drive me up the wall and down again. you don't understand.you can't see what ur doing to urself..and God, how badly i want you to see. but i've probably been pushing this too much..and nothing i say will help u one bit..but God.. its soo hard to jus.. stand by, and not do nething about this..@#)$(*&@#)%(*&# everyone says that i've done what i can to help already..but..i still feel like i haven't. seeing you like this.. really breaks my heart.
i know.... this is another one of those things which i haftu let go of.. and jus let God work in him..gotta trust in His timing.(telling myself that).. but knowing and understanding.........are two very different things. sigh.........................